The saddest Joan ever

This episode was probably the saddest ever. It might be the saddest show I ever saw on television. What I don't understand is why can't they make an episode and make my laugh that hard?

And I'm really nervous that Joan is going to lose it and their going to send her back to cRaZy cAMp. By herself...

Which is pretty scary considering she's probably got a grip better than most of the other people in Arcadia.